i ain't bugaboo

dinner.with you

2009-02-06T23:58:00.000+08:00

我吃过最好吃的晚餐，就是每一顿跟你在一起吃的晚餐。今晚不例外。

没有你在身边的晚餐。。。不懂味道会是酸？或甜？或苦？或辣？

感觉不到你的温度，会很寂寞吧？

还有19天。

晚安了我的今天

很快的。

2009-02-05T18:13:00.003+08:00

uglieeee huh,but who cares...=']时间过得非常非常的快。。。从2008到2009到现在，新年也很快就要过了。。。情人节也快到了，离开家里的日子也越来越靠近了。

我不知道这样子的选择是对或是错。。。不过我想我都应该学习去面对，这么多年以来我都没有离开过家，离开过爱我的妈妈爸爸也没有真的离开过我生活的小小城市，除了去旅行度假。。。还有20天我就要走了，20天很快就会过去了对吧？我不懂处于现在这样状态下的我可以做什么。。。

过不久我将在一个我完全陌生的城市里开始我的生活，没有我最爱最重要的爸爸妈妈弟弟。没有我最喜欢的她。没有一直都陪在我身边很可爱很酷很有意思我很爱而也很爱我的朋友们，不能再看见真正的你们。。。除了透过照片，视讯。也很少时间会听得到你们的声音。。。更是手想碰想互动也感觉不到的你们。。。哈~我不懂我会不会抓狂而死掉。。。怎么办？！= =''
你们会不会想我？会不会忘记我？坦白说我很怕失去你们勒~ ><"

我们会在不一样的城市生活。。。同样一片天空，但是当我那边天黑了，你们还是蓝天白云的。。。我只能在梦里跟你们一起玩~ 还'玩'勒= ='' 当你们那边是晚上的时候，而我那边是白天。。。也不能跟你们一起睡觉，不过本来我们也就没有睡在一起的习惯，算了~

不懂身边没有我的爸爸妈妈会不会开心一些少了一个人在家气他们，不懂弟弟会不会也开心一些因为同样也少了一个人对他凶~骂他！！！！不过我知道他们一定一定会很想念我。。。尤其是妈妈。

而你呢？好几年了。。在你身边，现在我要走了。。。一段日子里你再也见不到我啦，没有我缠着你绕着你转，也不会再被我莫名其妙的烦。。。应该也会更开心了吧 =') 很多人会照顾你所以我不在了也不会有什么不一样我只希望你是开心快乐的，这样就够了你+我=遗憾？希望不会 =')

我最爱的朋友们，希望你们会过得好好的，开开心心健健康康一切都会很好的，也希望在我回来以后再见到我，你们还是一样爱我 =']

好累，又还没走就那么多废话。。。虽然不想说byebye, but then i think i should stop here if not whn the time im goin to leave , i will be speechless and nothing to say....

so...ciao = =

happy chinese new year world!!!

2009-01-26T11:21:00.000+08:00

GONG HEI FATT CHOY everyone!!!

我。失望了

2009-01-15T01:28:00.004+08:00

一次一次的相信，一次又一次对你的信任。。。
却得到一次一次隐瞒，一次又一次的欺骗。。。
原来。。。我才明白，我真的很不快乐。。。

其实我清楚明白你早已经不再是原本的那一个你。。。
我也不懂我到底一直在硬撑什么？期待什么？等待什么?为了什么？难过什么？开心什么？

我常说我不是傻瓜，我做的一切你接受，你感受得到，你也会对我好。。。你给的一切也只是曾经，现在我有的是什么？想想。。。好像什么都没有，=‘）算了。我好累，没时间计较。。。不过我真的很在乎啊。。。我可以怎么做？我还可以怎样。。。？

我也才明白，原来不是这样的。。。一直被骗被骗被骗再被骗。。。也不懂被骗了多少次。。。
失望的感觉原来是那么的烂~

你聪明，你很漂亮，但你还是会让人失望。。。
这一次我真的对你失望了。。。我可以一个人在房间里狂哭，我可以打文章释放自己的烂心情，我还可以做什么？

看着你，却什么都不能说。。。想骂你但又觉得自己好小器，想不理你但又舍不得浪费跟你在一起的时间，想怪你但又觉得事实是这样不完全是你的错。。。我为自己找了好多’其实你不是这样的借口。。。都怪我自己为什么要非你不可啊，我要的我志在必得我执着什么？我放不开是因为我真的很爱很爱。。。

真的一定要没有了期待，才能清楚明白眼前的未来吗？

我失望了。对你。现在

晚安了我的疲惫。我的今天。

我会依然在这里，当然。。。眼前还有必须继续的未来。

beginning of 2009 =')

2009-01-08T02:13:00.007+08:00

happy new year all...itz almost two weekzz i doesnt update my blog...times fly by, 2008 had passed...a new year started and new life begin... woohooo....hope everything will fine and great in 2009...

had a photoshoot with alive and lunior on last sundaee...a cute girl,and a handsome boy...super dooper tired but kinda fun though...

here's the result of the shoot on that day...i like it alot too...

nahhh this two is ah hua and ah bai...seriously im happy that u guys are thr accompany me for the shoot...i noe u guys wan go kaypoo also wan la...but thx also la...lurve you guys...lurve ah bai.lurve ah hua...no 'lala no life...will be quite busy this week...so ciao 1st...will be back soon!!!

happy new year...=')

merry x'mas and happy happy x'mas world!!!

2008-12-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

merry christmas world...haha,

how did u guys celebrate your christmas eve? with your loves one? your family? your buddies...? =')

went gurney for dinner and move to sunset bar for x'mas eve count down last nite...full of people everywhr, and sunset was full house...we wait for like an hour only we can find a place and sit down...order drinks...yuuhooo...

althou its nothing much more special last nite just sat down and drinks...,but u noe itz warmth that u can see every of your close fren your homiees on chirstmas eve isn't...everyone was thr... ming,anerly,nick,szhin,and vincent...itz just like family re-union larhhzz...

too bad terry wasnt in penang,if he is thr everything would be more 'sexayyy...and hot,haha...

fireworks, peoples dancing around,drinks...wishing each others merry christmas a very peaceful and relax scene...=') took lotsa picture last nite...everyone was camwhoring...

pictures time...woohoo

sunset bistro...

lala ming...=Xpeople mountain people sea...super dooper 'SAT YI TAI~
hot girls...woohoo...ah lian and ah bai~too hot...so kena flirt...that 'angmorh sipeh 'hang fuk....wassup bro...mingming meimei and me...=')' the kiap-ness...so enjoy meh...? sexayy....

neway MERRY CHRISTMAS again and HAPPY NEW YEAR

may the spirit of peace prevail in everyone heart.

chao.

tan penny where you are?!!!

2008-12-15T01:03:00.009+08:00

errllluuu...at last im here, itz been almost 2 weeks i doesnt blog...wad to do,im a big fat lazeee bum wert...lotsa things happen between,some are happy and some arent...haih...feeling kinda down and lost recently, times fly by...itz now end of the year...gonna say byebye to 2008 soon...

i seriously miss my fren alot...miss the time we used to hang out together,laughter, making noise together, crap...taking pictures,sharing each other problems...itz like kinda long doesnt meet all of them...im really happy too see all of them yesterday...anerly,vincent,wendy,nick,szhin,janice and terry baby....=')

went jusco with wendy yesterdae afternoon, bought myself a pair of shoe...my first pair of converse 'jack parcell, met anerly and vincent thr...and we went for photoshoot after that...becoz im too bored and i hv nothing to do...and i had promised both of them before i gonna make them a shoot...and now i make it haha...lurve you guyz....

parts of shoot for them...sweet huh! =')

vinvin meimei and big fat meeee....went penang at nite for meet up terry baby...itz been like few month doesnt meet him up...since he is workin at kl...and now he's back in penang,super dooper miss him...he's getting 'hiao-er and hiao-er...but love him still la! haha...me la...janice la...nick la..zhin la...and terry la...went tanjung bunga for supper, wantan mee....and went sunset' after that...reach home around 5am and im having a wedding event photoshoot today...and i just reach home for not long ago...hooooooooooo feel lyke bang the wall and die!!! tired till death!!! goin to zzzZZZzzz now...

two posing kaki...woohooo~

ey 'cantik~ satu kali BERAPA?!met taceyon thr...too bad just hello and byebye...??? = ="wooohooo here comes my hotiee boy! terry baby...

chao.

good night . my weekend

welcome december...

2008-12-01T00:08:00.006+08:00

今天的我很开心跟今天的你在一起。

就这样，

再见了2008的十一月。

晚安了我的今天。

...

2008-11-22T02:33:00.006+08:00

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thursdaeee night in haagen-dazsssss auto city...

two nitezzz dinner =')

2008-11-19T01:33:00.008+08:00

woohoo...just reach home for not long ago,went for dim sum with taceyon janice and wendy la...they came all the way from bm and plan to hv tomyam mee,but then tooo bad...they rest on tuesday i mean the tomyam mee = =...so yumcha yumcha crap crap...den balik rumah d la...

ultraman taceyon...he's not feeling well but still handsome...woohoo...

this auntieee pattern banyak bayak....

pics on mondaee night...went for sushi with anerly szhin and nick....family reunion la...

wad a big fat monster...beast...bear...king kong? werteva la...woohooo

nitezzz worllddd.

my weekends...

2008-11-17T15:08:00.005+08:00

hmmm...monday blue = ="

super dooper boring...

duhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....die die die wuwuwuwuwwu

went tambun yesterday to be a volunteer for 'tzu chi'charity food bazaar...kinda touch that wendy and ming helping happily...were helping at the rojak stall...cuting those fruits and vege for the rojak for like hours...and they sell it ......a significiant sundaeee for me =')

the rojak girl chee ah miang....

sleep almost the whole saturday...and spend the night with you...in my 'c.c...=')

met my frensssss on fridaeeee night till 4 in the morning...
from jusco to gurney and from gurney to sg.dua and droped the 'polite girl ja-nice' home in b.m and back to butterworth....lame huh ....watched madagscarrrr 2..pretty cool and funny animated cartoon,i like it move it move it~ and i love'moto moto = ='' hot hot...woohooo...

okieee la...ciao liao...tata

有梦，才有生活。

2008-11-14T15:12:00.002+08:00

一年有三百六十五个日子
五十二万五千多分钟
一生有三十四亿五千六百七十八万九千下脉搏

生命要怎么挥霍？
直到我化成烟的时候。

= = 哈！

2008-11-14T14:29:00.006+08:00

一切尽在''无言''中。

fark off...fake ass...

2008-11-14T00:28:00.002+08:00

fark off...fark off..fark off...
fake ass...fake ass...fake ass...
lalala...huhuhuhu...im too bored...
im a stupid dumb dumb...everyone agreed...woohooo
yes i am i am i am...how how how...itz ok...since i already realize im...wooohooo...
arzzzzzssssholeeee

-突然好想你

2008-11-05T13:38:00.003+08:00

最怕空气突然安静.
最怕朋友突然的关心.
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息.
最怕突然听到你的消息.

想念如果会有声音不愿那是悲伤的哭泣.
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已只剩眼泪还骗不过自己...

突然好想你你会在哪里?
过的快乐或委屈?
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛...

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里?
过的快乐或委屈?
突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛...

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你却又突然...听到你的消息.

by [mayday.]

每个人的心里。。。应该都会有想念的过去对吧，不管怎样每天每天的日子还是一样要过，生活还是要继续，愿自己有更好的明天。。。也祝福心里那一个想念的他/她也会过得好好的，最近的生活没有什么起伏。。。一切都好象变得好无趣，'感觉'都好象离家出走了。。。什么都不想要，什么都不想做。。。可不可以给我一点方向，可不可以让我完成我小小梦？可不可以。。。

happy halloween world...

2008-11-01T23:53:00.008+08:00

happy halloween world...you halo and you win! = =

'woohooo...

went auto city yesterdaee nite...spend the whole night in 'bed...with ma frenzzzz...drinks,crap,snaping pix around...! nothing specail...but better than staying at home doing nothing isn't...here's some pic taken on that night...

while in ice-ice baby..with all the hot gilrls XD haha...

super dooper lorh heng face...='S slap! slap! slap! lame huh me...

in bed...went malay's stall for fried kaoy teow before going back home...lalala huhuhuhu...

just came back from sunway starbucks for not long ago...chocolate cream chips...surfing net...looking at 'somebody'...peoples...and go home la...sian hor my life...haih...= =

nitezz world...

one wish . one wish . one wish

2008-10-30T15:38:00.000+08:00

im too boring recently...so im gonna post some music videos here that i almost will watch it once a day...lame huh?! wadever its just to entertain myself...with those sad sad cute cute sexy sexy hot hot videos la...one wish by ray-j, a song that i love alot...since last year i think...best song ever...sweet,soulful,sad...addictive lalala...it's like describe out lotsa ppl feelings... share share share...

Damn baby Just don't understand where we went wrong
I gave you my heart
I gave you my soul
I gave you...

As a matter of fact I was the one who said I love you first,
It was about eight years ago, don't act like you don't know
We were sittin' at home in your mama's livin' room
Cause, we couldn't be alone
See your mama knew I was something else, she knew how I felt
Back then we were in school and that's your favourite excuse
Growin' up I was a fool and I can't lie I'm missing you
Listen and don't trip, I think I need a bottle with a genie in it

Here's my wish list...
First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up
Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes
cause I'll be okay if I get one.

If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin,
If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you,
If I had one wish, we would run away Making love all day, have us a baby,
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life And you'd be my wife,make it right this time,
If I had one wish One wish, one wish, one wish One wish, one wish, one wish............

Now tell me is this the only way I can get you right back in,
If so then searchin' I'll go, then I can have you for sho,
Then you'll be loving me, holding me, kissing me,
So girl don't tell me what I'm feeling is make believe,
I swear if I lose a second chance with you,
I wouldn't know what to doI'd probably check myself into some kind of clinic,
I couldn't be alone because without you I'm sick

Here's my wish list
First one, I would create a heart changing love,
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up,
Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes,
cause I'll be okay if I get one

If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life And you'd be my wife, make it right this time
If I had one wish, I don't even know how we ended upon this road
And, even though we are grown, Girl I just want you to know

If I had one wish, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life And you'd be my wife, make it right this time.

one wish-ray j.

p/s: by the way its for you...=')

candy rain o.s.t/my little airport-和陳五msn X'D

2008-10-28T14:46:00.013+08:00

我爱你我要带你返屋企
我不要等你我不要在msn等你
我要你我要挢住你的手臂像那晚挢住你的手臂闭着眼行了一条街
你说这是测验对对方信心的游戏 =')

这个世界已没有将来我在这里被闷到炸开
我要与你流亡到海外
我说我们不如一同去到越南食鱼蛋
我说我们不如一同去到月球钓泥猛
我说我们不如一同去到去到去到。。。。。。

其实我知道你不开心
其实我知道你不想一个人
其实我都不想一个人我说我们不如我们不如结婚
但结婚之后要分开住分开训
然后你问 '咁点解要结婚?
我说和不太熟的人结婚应该会很开心 XD

这个世界已没有将来这里永远也没法变改
我要与你流亡到海外
或者我们都不需要真的恋爱
或者我们只不过需要间唔中去一次诺士佛台
或者我们只不过需要呢一种新的恋爱

26/27-10-2008

2008-10-27T23:53:00.014+08:00

27/10/08

went for photoshoot with ming today...very windy evening...at beach street =']

here comes the result..

hot? gorgeous?! cool? awesome?!

she's pretty right!? haha...princess ming-hot picks for guys u noe!!!

it may be the last photoshoot for her from me...i think ,appreciated and thx.

dinner.droped her back and byebye

good.night monday

good.bye my holiday

ciao
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26/10/08

had a kinda fun sundaee night with all my frensss at 'bed.a.c...really happy to see you guys =')

went jusco with wendy walk around and had our dinner thr...before we head to auto city...

happie burfdaeee anerly...XD

2008-10-25T18:33:00.004+08:00

its anerly burfdaee today...so,Happy Burfdaeee Yenadeh~!!! big big girl d...wish u 'kin kin hong hong'...pretty oways...'sam seong siii seng'...and alot alot la...XD love ya!!!
went auto city for car show in the afternoon...

caution!!! danger!!! hot girl driving...hot girls on board!!!

anerly trademark fashion!!! pocket outside...woohoo~hello kitty freak ...vroom vrooom...kinda cool huh...thrs sososososo damn hot...so we just been thr for awhile and byebye... anerly's ex raymond...came down all the way from ipoh yesterdaee...just to gv anerly a supprise on her burfdaee eve...cool huh...went redbox last nite...buffet...eat eat eat...sing sing sing...and den go gome la for sure...= ='

see you soon rayray... ciao

wed XD

2008-10-15T23:53:00.006+08:00

the house bunny... noodle station... byebye...

good night my wednesday.

shoot shoot shoot

2008-10-13T09:03:00.000+08:00

gurney drive... beach street...

a photoshoot sundaee...

happieee burdaeee ming.

2008-10-03T02:03:00.001+08:00

happiee burfdaeee chee hui ming...
went bagan for her birthdaee dinner...seriously hope you will like the prezzie...but then haha...just forget bout it...haha =')

may all your dreams come trueee...stay pretty ,stay healthy, stay happy...happie birthday!!!

wednesdaeee...

2008-10-02T13:52:00.004+08:00

hunting prezziee...went babylon at nite...for celebrating ming's 19th birthdaee...nick,terry and hui sian are thr too. snappin pics around...drink ,fruit cake...went home...byebye.

rainy rainy daeee

2008-09-30T15:02:00.007+08:00

rain rain rain...woke up early in the morning at 9 o'clock...i tot it was only 5 a.m before i check out the time...the sky is still dark...and is freakin cold...doesnt feel lyke get up from my bed...but no choice hv to work wert...haha so just get my ass out off my bed...breakfast together with my mum...itz kinda long time doesnt hv breakfast together with her...haha im in office now itz kinda boring ...so im here posting this blog...tomoro holidaeee ar...so thr's not much work to do...= =" just back from lunch...and itz still rainin outside...i love rainy day...but im going out later for hunting prezzieee...so hope that the rain will stop before i go out la...lalala...15.08p.m now'

selamat hari raya everyone!~ ='D

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11.03pm

sushi king.dinner ...u came over and we watched movie together droped you back home...goodnight.

beach blanket babylon

2008-09-28T05:33:00.010+08:00

05.33 a.m
went dinner with ming's family...headed to upper road after that...nick janice ayumi are thr too...no clubbing for me...went thr just for met up jeremy and dandan...but then dandan'ffk...surfin net and crap in 'babylon... balik rumah la...just reach home for not long ago la...tak boleh tidurrr la,dunno why also...haih...='(
haha...forget bout it la...happy go lucky wert...=']
looking forward for the photoshoot tomoro...haha kinda long din go shoot d...haha,hope it will be fun...and i can see u...=')

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12:03 p.m

woke up...recieve your msg...nomore outing for today haha..u're goin out with your family...nomore photoshoot...hehe forget bout it la...but then im curiousin and keep on thinkin...wad makes you became so 'cool~ i noe...izzit the 'signal? or wert? or you really want me to leave you alone... ><" hope you will be happy today...

fridaeee nitezzz

2008-09-27T03:13:00.005+08:00

wad a fridaeee...=') dinner with nick ayumi janice anerly and taceyon...went sunway for movieee we watched 'painted skin...this movie itz quite ok for me...but then for others i dunno haha...met maggie ...drop everyone back home and now im here posting this ...good night or morning everyone...

good night.my today

i think everything gonna end very soon...believe me...u will be very happy afterall...just forget bout us,forget bout me ok...i will ...i will miss you always as wad i did every minuite every second...it will be very hurt though but then i think we shoudnt be like this anymore...rite...girl..i dunno wad more i can say...just be happy and appreciate wad you have ok..dont miss it...past tence will never be present tence...you are always 'my favorite...the one and only one.

2人。

2008-09-26T12:03:00.008+08:00

呼吸很轻寂寞很深
世界只剩渐渐变弱的雨声
2人沉没著

你不肯说我不肯问
你的眼睛突出了透明的话

突然我发现你的脸好陌生

明明是两个不同的角色爱情却给我们一个脚本

你要的不在我这我懂你不懂的
两人在互相拔河

明明是再多不同的可能结局却给我们一种选择
要分开却舍不得

两人彼此都忘了要什麼

两人是不一样的

我走了。

我也不瞭。

2008-09-25T21:08:00.002+08:00

[在一起很快乐]

[不在一起很快乐]

[不在一起不快乐]

[在一起不快乐]

=')

你有你的想法，我有我的处理态度，
从中学时代的不顾一切，到現在两个人以朋友关系相处，无论在别人眼中是怎么看待，但，那就是個真实。

自己。

2008-09-25T11:23:00.002+08:00

在你生命中所遇到最有趣的人，很可能就是你自己。

awake...

2008-09-24T01:56:00.003+08:00

it's 01.58 a.m rite now...just reach home for not long ago...
new world park...raffeee...go home...=']
i miss you...

goodnight . my today.

hesitate nomore...

2008-09-17T01:08:00.001+08:00

knock off, went to gurney...dinner,walk around....
went for 'tong sui'...and byebye ming.

good night.my today.tuesday

choices

2008-09-11T23:18:00.006+08:00

woke up early in the morning and went to office as usual...knock off. nothing special...and still the same today ,passing time by watching drama....

everyday,everynight,since i fall for you...im thinking bout how to make you happy make you smile.yeah...i guess i did....but then since you're busy with your own life' we are just like getting strange,unfamilar...and just like we cant communicate in a better way...dont you feel it? feelings do exist...but i dunno what is the things'' that changed between me and you...itz ok...i will go thru...till the end.

is this the begining my affection towards you gonna end soon...? or...? i dunno...
miss you as the same as everyday i did...=')

good night. my today

感情這兩个字，我想每個人听到的反应应是皺皺眉，然後想深呼吸一下吧。

感情，存在的形式有千百种，
然而不管是哪一种。。。年龄身高种族家世性別，

都是～自．己．的．选．择

愛，只是比花绽放的時间久一点有時候会消失，有时候會转化成另一种形式那也都是過程。當下很用心在愛，就夠了。

在我眼裡，只看得到人的灵魂，而不是性別。性別，只是社會上的表像

一個懂得愛懂得对另一半真心的人，都是可愛的。让我們都做一個可愛的人类吧！

我回来了='）

2008-09-09T18:13:00.005+08:00

很快的。。。过了，一个多月了，我终于上来啦。。。这期间，去过了不少地方。。。发现了不少东西什么都有，吃的，玩的，快乐的，难过的，寂寞的，充实的。。。一堆啦，都有~
干嘛打中文？我也不懂。。。哈哈有空会po.一些这期间的照片上来。。。它们会替我交代，记下我的一切。。。好让我回味回味也让我万一有一天不小心失忆时，至少还有一些些影/像可以钩起我的记忆啦，=’）

每天到公司至少让我充实的过每一天的上午跟下午时段，而到了晚上呢。。。有时候寂寞会来找我啦，偶尔会跟朋友一起啦，嘻嘻哈哈的。。。这样就过一天啦

关于你不管怎样你总是我生活里，怎么挥，也会挥之不去~ 要我不想你很简单，kill kill kill 把我杀了算 .= ="

好好照顾自己让自己每天都快快乐乐的过ok

地球依然要转。。。我每天还是一样要吃东西啦，大便啦，睡觉啦。

每一天，每一个人，都重复着一样的生活小细节。。。

所以现在又是时候下班回家跟我的电视机相依为命啦。今天。

attn!!!

2008-07-24T01:54:00.001+08:00

will be back soon!!! in august...wait for me...!!!

saturdaee nite...=')

2008-07-20T05:13:00.011+08:00

good morning!!! itz 5a.m++ now...and i just reach home for not long ago...tired = =''
hehe...but it was kinda fun tonite...went dinner with my homiesss anerly maggie nick and szhin...at 'jemputree...' this place were awesome...nice environment...nice people...nice music...althou rated only 6/10 for the food, havin fun thr..eat...snapping pics...crap...the most noisiest table...kapster!!! kap.. kap..kap... you guys...my love~ =')drop anerly at upper road after dinner and head to batu ferrigi aunty janny's house for terry burfdaeee ...bbq...card games...drinks...happie to see him again...=') tats all,happie burfdaeee terry...althou i noe you will not be see-ing this...anyway lurve ya~went mois after that...crowd~met lotsa frens thr...after all ...raffeeeeee again...haha and balik rumah...''drivin experience....! yell like hell while drivin on the bridge...sounds lousy huh~but it was really fun...haha=')

going to zzzZZzz...ciao...

im tired...extremely tired...with all the rumours...i dun wanna heard bout it....and i dun wanna noe bout it...should i trust wad they say? or should i trust you and myself? can you stop all this because of me? can you...?

nothing, but i got '...'

2008-07-16T23:03:00.012+08:00

wednesday- lunch ,'taiwan fast food' in gurney plaza...nice food,nice environment, and pretty girl...that 'huan zhu' fell down from bicycle last nite...really 'huan zhu'...her face her shoulder and her leg was injured...play la play ,really fell like 'huan zhu' d lo this time...fast fast recover la...~ if not, nobody 'play with me la 'huan zhu' =') hv a walk and went starbucks for helping tat 'huan zhu' for her assignment...
reach home around 8...went cycle for like half an hour, and came home online-ing now...going to sleep soon

do you know wad yourself want actually...?
im will be here always...,as long as you're still here...
althou im tired... ='[

每一次期待每一次忍耐

希望能全心全意拥有你的爱

我在这里等待没有任何感慨

遥远的未来我们会慢慢了解

也许快乐也许悲伤

把心打开感受这爱只要你在

BECAUSE I BELIEVE

爱就在这一刻

SO I BELIEVE

就算全毁灭

你的笑容我永远记下来

这份爱也是我最后一份爱

上天的安排无心的伤害

在你哭的时候泪灌溉我胸怀

这世界太规矩寂寞填满依赖

现在我不想去怀疑不想去猜

我们的爱还在

I BELIEVE

.只要你在.

should i?

2008-07-14T21:51:00.010+08:00

shoe repair...haircut...gurney...sushi...byebye
tatz all for todaeee...

hv to start working tomoro...
work...work...work...money...money...money...

erm...should i or shouldnt?

我再也没办法形容她有多美她的周围有太多人献媚
抢一朵玫瑰抢得我好累

我再也没办法预知她的迁回进而又退我精神快崩溃
一堆傻男人为了她不睡太愚昧却舍不得撤退

抢手的玫瑰迷恋等于给她水
虚荣在作祟越抢她就越陶醉

她没有不爱谁也没有选择谁
放机会让人想入非非

抢手的玫瑰总有一天会枯萎
会否没人追怀念当初有我陪

她的泪太虚伪
让我飞让我追

抢一颗心碎抢到所有人伤痕累累

就算最后爱到面目全非
我一再温习爱的初衷为何心动
越被撤退越要发威

dont stress dont stress dont stress

2008-07-13T20:39:00.004+08:00

malleh you 'yanedeh'( u know who you are!) ='D~ because of you i keep on 'dun stress dun stress dun stress'...
this few day surrouded by tears...laughter...jokes...songs...the moment with you...with my buddies...went auto city last nite...because everybody going thr...so just go la..since thrs nothing to do for saturday nite also...lalala...and went mr.pot after that,nothing special =')

mei mei... u 'ga yao' ok...everything will be fine soon...we are always here for ok...' u will be very great...must be happy ok =') no stress! no stress! no stress! u teach me wan ma...='D

for you my baby...
go on?
stop here?
your fault?
my fault?
no idea....

you you you ='D

2008-07-10T00:51:00.002+08:00

want you to know you make me happy =')
want you to know you make me sad ='(
want you to know you are my everything...
you are the best thing i ever had...

i met you today...(09-07-08) you said you miss me...i dont care izzit true or false...but then i really miss you too...althou maybe we're not gonna getting better or wert...but then the same words...i am happy to see you happy...i dont want you to be sad...seriously i wanna give you everything i have...but then what can i give you?! lame rite...?no point rite...? wtf...so 'homo...haha...nvm...you dun needa undertsand! ='D

good job`(no point) ='S

2008-07-06T23:22:00.007+08:00

when shooting today...with janice nick szhin andee and a person i forgot her name, and i just reach home...here comes the result...haha...thrs more..but i havent edit yet...behind the scene...janice' a super dooper cute girl...she can be cute...can be hot or even sexy hahaha...she looked pretty in every pic...but then she keep on said tat is ugly...haha mayb my skill's problems...='] went queensbay after shoot...and went home after dinner...my 'energy power is going to empty....

was kinda 'full' this few day...'full-filled by my friends i mean..haha..went out everyday...firdae night mr.pot...'pot' untill 2o'clock++...saturdaeee night went dinner at northam beach cafe ...with ming nick szhin anerly and vincent....after droped ming back to her hostel,we went gurney for HANCOCK...met a new fren name aiai...she bought us the movie ticket...after movie we went raffeeeee....crap alot thr...and went back home...while on day way back to my home sweet home...and accident happened,and i 'kiss-ed' ppl 'ass'...on penang bridge,too bad...i cant sleep earlier...and im having photoshoot today sumore,duhhh...='[ went police station for make report...whn i reach home is almost 6 o'clock in the morning...extremely tired..haha thats all..bored right...

i miss you...and im happy to see you...everything will be alrite soon right...? hope you wil be happiee all the days and night and good luck for your exam on tuesday...mayb you'll not be see-ing this...but i wanna tell you...im still always here for you...just that you thaught me 'we shud have our own life...' yea u're right =')

i love you guys hahaha='P

2008-07-03T22:49:00.008+08:00

wad a tittle! haha nvm...a happie day with anerly nick and szhin...went gurney plaza...the lovely couple nick and szhin they go 'hang gai gai' 'pak thor' me and anerly went red box..sang alot...haha and went northan beach cafe for our dinner...crap alot thr...planing the coming kl trip...hope that it will be'achieve' hahaha...

daddy and mummy fetching baby...haha wad a 'big fat baby'
na...na...na...with the 'happening singer' anerly fang lo...

the happeningsinger anerly fang'XX hahahaha...

who's tat!? buffalo singing haha...

again i miss you...but wad can i do...? hehe...pass by ,vincci...pasta'mania...escalator...while you waitting me in f.o.s...full of you in ma mind...just hope tat you got a great day too...=')

favorites

2008-07-03T12:45:00.005+08:00

my favorites...do you know 'my favorites'? whn i like...i'll keep? whn it's bored and out i'll delete?

no...because you're always my favorites...
but no choice...i have to 'format' it somedaeee...
becoz mayb thrs some 'virus' or mayb has been hacked...
im sure you got pretty good 'hardware'...but then i think thrs lotsa 'software' of yours have to update you know...? im happy that i had found you...but then izzit is the time now to change everything? or waitting for you to update your'software'? i dont wanna delete 'my favorites' but then izzit time to format? =')

lalala nth special happen these few day so...haha nth more to post...='D

mondaeee =')

2008-06-30T23:57:00.004+08:00

lalala..hahaha nth special for today...went to work as usual, came back from work and went sushi with my homiesss...ate alot...haha...sushi sushi sushi..always sushi 'beh sian' meh!? i lurve you guyzzz =') 'lou tou' rite...nevermind la...i noe u guyz like it...='S

doomsday is coming...

2008-06-29T12:40:00.010+08:00

you hungry? if u're hungry...try a piece of your friend!!! ='S ...woohoo...watched a freaking 'yeng' movie DOOMSDAY on fridaee night with nick szhin anerly and wendy...althou the begining part will makes ppl fall asleep easily...but dont miss it! im serious...itz a very cool movie...lotsa suprising scene...haha...went for steamboat before movie ,got a quite happie fridaeee night...

but then hahaha god are oways equitable...i got a f*cking bored saturdaeee stay at home for the whole day doesnt go anywhr...=') itz ok la...can rest at home for a day considered as a kind of happiness too...hahaha...bla bla bla...

s.u.n.d.a.y

im happie to see you today...u know? =') althou just a breakfast,nothing special happen...but then i really happiee...becoz i really miss you... hope that you're happie too...i mean everyday...got it...? =')

11:43p.m

just came back from queensbay with my mum and my bro...again i saw smtm i doesnt wish to...izzit i bad larksss? or wert!? y are you so?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

=''[

2008-06-25T23:01:00.004+08:00

nothing special happen these few day...and im still 'lost...dont really feel like stayin at home...go out everyday...im farking tired..but then is just a only way for me not to thought bout you...wad shud i do...? =''[ anyway thankx you guyzzz for owayx be by my side...so that im wont be 'shut-ed oneself...=')

nomore penny

2008-06-23T02:53:00.005+08:00

drop my mum to airport and went batu ferrigi night market on saturdae night wif nick szhin maggie and ming ...nth special happen...=)

y.o.u

feelings gone?
love gone?
you gone?
i gone?
everything gone?

sushi-portugal .vs.germany

2008-06-21T01:57:00.002+08:00

just came back half an hour ago...went auto city with maggie nick szhin and wendy for our dinner at sushi king...ate alot alot and alot...super dooper full ='], loiter around...
after all we went mcd for wacthing the UEFA EURO portugal .vs. germany...and balik rumah~have to fetch my mum to airport tomoro so going zzZZzzz...kinda happie tonite =')

nomore <3

2008-06-20T19:32:00.002+08:00

i need some time...it wont be too long...
wont be a year...it may be a month or few weeks...or maybe few dayzzz...
nomore...
nomore...
nomore...

im extremely fatigued

='(

2008-06-20T15:48:00.003+08:00

im not feeling well since yesterdaeee...itz so farking tiring...

doesnt go for work todaeee...and 'fatt-ing ngao dao' here...

kill me kill me kill me...

=''<

w.e.d

2008-06-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

no movies...no club...for todae,haha...

went dinner with ming at 'kimberly street'....drop her back to her hostel...n came back home...bored...zzZzZzz =')

=')

2008-06-18T01:13:00.004+08:00

went to work as usual today...came back home around 6o'clock ++ hv a nap...woke up n went bm 'old town' with anerly,maggie,nick and szhin...we ate alot...freakin full....crap alot, and hv fun...thanks for brighten up my 'tuesday' night guyz...at least im not home alone and 'fatt ngao dao'...=')

i wanna say I MISS YOU "little lulu''...haha =')

with you

2008-06-16T22:18:00.005+08:00

i spend almost a whole day with you today...and you told me you are happie today, izzit true?

s.u.n.d.a.y

2008-06-15T23:08:00.002+08:00

........................wad a sundaeeeee~haha

saturdaee...

2008-06-14T22:07:00.007+08:00

woohooo...haha...went for photoshoot with ming todaeee...at the railway station,itz freaking hot thr...but is a really nice place for shooting...

here comes the result...went sunway carnival after shooting, had our dinner at noodle station...

walk around...left thr around 9:30p.m...droped ming and went back home...im home alone now~dunno whr's everybody gone to...wuwuwuwuwu...anyway,tomoro father's daee rite...so...happieee papa's dae to all daddy around the world la...haha..ciao~

...

2008-06-13T00:56:00.007+08:00

itz fridaeee again...time pass by really really fast right...?
felt so lost...i dont even know wad can i do...
and i dont know why...do u know why...?

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely

happie burfdae wil...

2008-06-11T23:29:00.008+08:00

'pit' from office around 2p.m...straight away fetch ming up from her col...went gurney for 'hunt-ing' prezzieeee...because today is my bro bufrdaee,bought him two zara-kids T...after that went queensbay hunt for some other present and had our lunch at TGI FRIDAY...thanks god is fridaeee...but today is wednesday ler...='S
drop ming back to her hostel...and went back home,

prezzieee for my bro...

happieee burfdaeee mr.wilson...=')

m bored

2008-06-10T23:38:00.010+08:00

nothing much for todae...a very very 'flat'day... work...go home...eat...and going to sleep soon...doesnt chat with aynone todae...doesnt talk to anyone todae...and i duno wad can i do...

haha hello kitty are owayx cute...

one day...doraemon say hi to hello kitty,but then hello kitty doesnt reply and walk away,hello kitty miss doraemon alot after the dae tat doraemon say hi to her...hello kitty felt so bad she doesnt reply tat dae...but no choice,she cant talk wert,because she dont even hv a mouth ar...she asked her fren to help her to tell doraemon...she really really miss doraemon...and her friend met doraemon n told him hello kitty really miss him alot...but then,too bad again...doraemon doesnt heard tat because he dont hv pair of ears...huhuhuhuhuhu...no point rite...hahaha itz a bed time story going to sleep,gud nyte...zzZzzzzZz

whr u r...?

2008-06-09T22:53:00.007+08:00

went to work as usual...back from work...bathe...picked ming up...went e-gate sushi king for dinner...ate alot...really full...hehe,after all...droped ming back to her hostel...byebyebyebyebyebyecame back home..and im here typing this...going to sleep....feeling kinda upset todaee...but dunno wads the reason...itz ok...i think i need some times to let go smtm...smtm tat really important to me...smtm tat i never feel like giving up....smtm that i really really lurve...

sundae...lalala...

2008-06-08T22:00:00.005+08:00

nth special for this sundae....means todaeee,hehe...stay at home for the whole day...'chase after' the drama...went auto-city again for the car show...and hv my lunch thr with my dad n my bro... came back home...continue the drama...boring rite haha...itz ok...since i had lotsa fun for the pass few day...went for dinner with ming just now...just reach home n im typing this...haha going to continue my drama again...after tat i will zzzzZZZzzz hv to wake up early tomoro,work work work...haha byebye

prince-wil hahaha...

2008-06-07T22:57:00.008+08:00

just back from movie with my bro,watched kung-fu panda again...it was english version this time and thr's some difference with cantonese version...not so funny but still full of laughter inside the theather...went arcade with my bro too...now only i noe he is a pro in fighting games...keep on K.O K.O K.O~ k untill i very sian...haha but its fun...came back home...my 'besties' date me out...but doesnt feel like going out...till now i doesnt hv my dinner yet...dunno wad to eat...hehehe...bored! KILL ME...plz

summer time...panda time...haha

2008-06-07T02:19:00.008+08:00

itz 2:03a.m now...n i just reach home...haha...really tired todaee...but still kinda happie though...=')

went to work as usual...after work,picked ming up from her hostel...and met up her family in queensbay...hv our dinner at 'shanghai-ding' dumpling's restaurant...food thr are kinda nice...after dinner...went to the mall,came out from thr around 11a.m...doesnt go back home because the bridge is farking jam...drive to jetty...thought tat it wont be jam thr...but still the same...jam jam jam...how am i going back home with no bridge,no ferry?! hahaha...wad to do?! realy doesnt feel lyke stuck in the jam...so we decided go gurney for movie...reach gurney around 11:30p.m++ bought ticket,watched 'KUNG FU PANDA'...because other show are almost showing on midnight...doesnt feel like waitting so choosen this show...hahaha...it was cantonese version kung-fu panda...dub-ed by few of hong kong artist...eason-chan...jackiee-chan...and so on~ superb funny and cute...in a word..really really nice...

p/s: the panda'ah bou' is really 'guai-lan'...i noe it sound rude,forgive me for my rudeness...he is totaly 'cute haha

went back home straight away after the show...thr's nomore jam on the bridge...haha,droped ming...came home,typing this...n going to sleep now...tatazzzZzzz

wad a 'kung-fu panda'nyte~

full blast night

2008-06-05T12:24:00.003+08:00

just woke up...im a big lazy ass...ryte'?haha

traffic jam everywhr last nyte...bcoz of the petrol price raise' and everyone queue up for filling up their petrol before 12'a.m...and rain kinda heavy...so im stuck in the jam too...'sian' u noe...sumore im late...i told ming im going to fetch her before 9p.m...whn i reach thr itz going to 11p.m...pick her up...and move forward to upper road straight away...itz kinda hungry so we went sega for our dinner...since maggie havent reach yet...

in sega..while waitting for the foodafter sega...we met up anerly n vincent...strolled'around...while we are still waitting for maggie, meet few of my primary school frenzzz...haha they doenst change alot...still cute'...maggie reach ...n we went mois... here's some pix...

party people...drink.drank.drunk

i realize..nick is cute while she was drunk...sing alot...n act like a spoiled child,keep 'digging road'(orh-loh)in hokkien understand?...to her girlfren hahaha...in a word,everyone get "Blast-ed untill 'stim stim last night ler...but still fun...byebye' to mois around 3a.m ,drop ming back to her hostel...n send nick n zhin back...reach home around 4a.m...freakin tired...washed my face,brushed my teeth,transfer all the pic to my pc...and sleep zzzZzZz...

haha...going to red box later...so tatazzz im going to 'pit' now!

Continue...11:28p.m...

just back from red box,wih nick,zhin,maggie and wendy...hv our buffet dinner thr...it make us really really full...tat's all for today..haha...

eat eat eat...sing sing sing...video of mine...lame...u can heard those 'sam gu lok por' kapster-ing beside...haha

timezzz to sleep...hv to wake up early for work tomoro...gud nyte

ladies night...maggie's night...

2008-06-04T17:17:00.002+08:00

woohoooo...im in my office now...15min more...'knock off'!!! haha...going to Maggie's burfdaeeee later...mois mois mois, laddies night...maggie's night tooo...mayb she will not be see-ing this...but anyhow HAPPIEEE BURFDAEEE MAGGIE!!! going to meet all my 'bestiess' tonite...miss them alot...and i miss 'her' too...ciao ciao ciao! hope today wont be as ........'flat' as yesterdaeee =')

...

2008-06-03T22:34:00.003+08:00

..................................................................................................................a very'flat'day,work...went visit my bro in hospital ...back to my home, n im here...typing this blog...going to sleep after this...10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1...byebye

life goes on...

2008-06-02T22:25:00.009+08:00

monday blueeeee...haha...in a very 'low' mood today...doesnt go anywhr...had breakfast with my dad this morning,and went to office...thought alot while im driving,bout my life...thought bout her...my family...and everything...i do really appreciated wad do i hv now...n im 19 this year,lotsa ppl out thr r still studying,looking forward to their dreams,future...enjoying studies,lifes...no doubt me too enjoying my life,while im too wasting my life...'wasting time=wasting life'...weird rite...i mean me,myself...
hmm...going to 20 soon,feel so 'old' u noe...nearly 2 years i hv been helping my dad in his company,but itz seems like i had done nothing...thrs lotsa thinking,ideas with me...but m tardy in action...everytime i tell myself 'itz time to 'action...nothing but again...i hesitate...i had wasted alot of time...i think i shud work hard for it...for my dad...my future...for her...and ofcourse for myself...not only others,seriously,not crap'' ...im tired,tired with waiting,waitting the chances...CHANCES! dont run ! im coming to grab u now!!!
work it! work it! work it! yuuhuuu....

p/s: dunno wad im crappin bout rite...nvm, itz an 'alien language'~ no worries!

happieee sundaeee

2008-06-02T00:18:00.006+08:00

woohooo...hang out with ma 'bestieeee'today...a very happy day...they came all the way from b'worth and picked me up at 'hospitalLGL'...im there for visit my bro...he's hvin fever,miss him alot...because thr's no one disturbing me,knocks my door n telling me all those nonsence,nobody 'play' with me...haha lame rite...when he's home i scold him alot...and now i feels hollow without him...my fren came and visit him too...after all we went queensbay loitering thr for the whole day...till around 8.pm we went MAX for our dinner...itz located opposite the mall ...food thrs are nice and cheap...'yum yum yum'...we ate alot...haha...reach home around 11.30pm...im really tired and very sleepy...bathe...but then dunno y im still here,typing this blog...y dont i just go to my bed n sleep?!!~

they brighten up my dayzzzz...i mean today!!! haha..
(nick.zhin.anerly.vincent and me)

in MAX...~sudden shoot...post it up bcoz we looked "stupid'' enuff...food food food!!!

a very happieee day...they bring me lotsa fun...althou im like a ''lamppost'' today haha...

0531 feel the nature

2008-06-01T02:44:00.002+08:00

a very relaxing day...outing with ming's family...
had a very "zheng" whole-fish lunch at sg.kob,fish pond restaurant...

here some pics taken there...
ming's daddy mummy,they're cute and lovely haha...

after lunch went to bukit-hijau...for the Tree Top canopy walk...very hot..i mean the weather but itz kinda fun though...haha...

tree top walk...

on the canopy track...camwhoring again...she very 'hiao' like to act cute...haha.. i doesnt crap alot today...bcoz im tired haha...see ya~ zzzZZzzz

thursday-friday

2008-05-31T01:06:00.011+08:00

itz 01.11a.m now...and im here...
dont feel like sleeping ,because im super-dooper full now...since i had 'gulp down' a big bowl of tomyam mee~huhuhuhu...
nothing special bout today...went for work as usual...gt a nap after came back from work...woke up arround 7'oclcok...n bathe, ming came over my place...we crap alot...i dunno wheter she is 'ok' ernot...or mayb she is too stress for her studies thingy,haha she keep playin with the scarf and act like she's a malay girl...awfully amusing la wey,but anyway still cute~haha...after fetching her back to her home sweet home, met up wendy n we went for tomyam mee tat make me super dooper full...
here's the tomyam mee tat cost me 11bucks...haha

so...a day just passed like that!

went auto-city last nyte after helping my mum to send some products for her client...met up janice and nomad...they're cute...had a great time with them...ayumi were thr too...after ice-ice baby...we went to v-spot...ayumi 'show time' sing!sing!sing! she sang alot...

in ice-ice baby...with nomad janice and ayumi

in v-spot with janice...prettiee cute girl...with nomad...he's cute too...hahathat's all...time to sleep tatazzz

yuhuuu...im here...

2008-05-29T11:35:00.007+08:00

woohooo...

im new to here...i mean this is the first time i blog...haha...outdated rite...now only i learn how to blog...but...who cares?

i had created this blogspot account few months ago,but i never ''touch'' it..

till today,till now...maybe im too bored...whiled away,im here =)

hmmm...i crap alot huh...get into the ''tableau'' for the crap im going to carry on...

me...milkyd...the laziest''bum''...in the world...

i suppose reach my office on 8:30a.m sharp everyday...but i never make it,although i wake up very early,but itz still the same...i will be late~ maybe i had spend too much time for ''dreaming on top of the toilet bout''...thr's no miracle happen on me today... im still late...lalala,

while on the way driving from my house to my office...itz like freaking sleepy you know...my car is like going to 'stick' together with the divider-alarmingly dangerous...wooooo~ for not dozed-off again...here goes!'kodak moment'

camwhoring in the car...lame huh...no choice,tatz the only way i entertain myself...huhuhu...finally reach my company,thr was not much work for me today...tatz y im bored,n im free to blog here...was thinking wad food im going to buy for my lunch...i hv no idea with it...it just like having the same food everyday...rice rice rice,at last the same for today...

my buddy called me up and asking wheter thr's any 'plan' for this saturday,and i suggest...how bout we go ZOO,itz kinda long time we doesnt feel the nature'animals...WTF!!!go zoo for wad? go thr for smelling shit-smell huh?!<------thatz wad she replied...then i just like ow~ok...hahaha go zoo is for smelling shit smell,izzit so wierd? got lotsa cute animals inside ok...forget bout it,and go the others places, zoo=shit-smell...??!!! 'lol'

nothing much for today,going to accounting class later...boring huh my life...went for movie last nyte,watched 'What Happens In Vegas' it kinda nice and i just simply love it...here's some pics tat taken last nite...

in the car...nick's car were brokedown,while waitiing it to be fixed...anerly act cute alot...haha

ayumi me and anerly...im driving seriously,they are camwhoring crazily...

haha...tatz all ,hope my blog will be sustaining...see u...ciao